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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

1st Day of School

Oh boy... a big day today. Kids started school and they did great. We had a WET walk to the bus/school as it was pouring. I told Evan we were NOT going to Salzburg (that is the plan) this weekend we are going car shopping!! I don't think I will win this one though.

Julia did great - she didn't even look back when I left her in her class. Thank God, if she would have lost it I would have lost it - I barely held it together. :) Her teacher is very nice, Mrs. Leckie... she is in her 2nd year at AIS, but taught in Seattle a few years (she is from WA!) and has her masters. Bad news...she is having a baby in mid October ... I was NOT thrilled about this. As most of you know, I am fairly neorotic about my kids schools, teachers, stability, etc... I have already found out that she will be back in january and they are bringing in Mrs. Winner who taught 1st grade at AIS for 20 years and she just retired last year. Everyone I have talked to loves her, so I am hopeful all will be okay. I kept chanting to myself "Just cuz you are not happy with this doesn't mean Julia will have an issue with it!" Anyway, got past that hurdle.

Evan of course just walked to his class no problem. He met some nice friends today and his highlight was playing soccer at recess. He also loved German class.

Went down to the PTF (PTO/PTA) meeting for an hour and met a few people. I had met a gal Halane that has a 1st grader at the meet and greet thing so her and I jumped on the train to explore a shopping area... I needed to find an iron! Anyway, we had lunch together and shopped on our own and then headed back to the school. It was nice to 'hang out' with someone although she is not new to Vienna and was probably sick of me asking her questions. :)

The next hurdle was that I couldnt' find Evan at the pick up point after school. I was okay for the first 25 minutes trying to find him but in the 30th minute I lost it. I was sobbing and telling them to call the police and they did an all school call and everyone was running around like crazy. It turns out he had not seen me at the doors and walked outside and down the street to another set of doors. (which we had checked but must have missed him) The school is like a campus (K-12) not just one building so it is very very confusing. He wasn't scared but when he saw me sobbing he felt really bad. I am pretty sure I was sobbing from 30% Evan lost and 70% Julia starting school, me missing my posse, feeling out of place all the time, not understanding a damn thing anywhere, not having our stuff, walking everywhere with one sometimes two whiny kids, eating too much, not excercising enough, not having any friends, not being able to buy groceries in any quantity because the fridges are so darn small, it taking 5 hours (I'm not joking) to do a load of laundry in a washer/dryer in one machine, not sleeping well, not getting enoughsleep, having my period... I could go on and on.

On a positive note......there are some.... I really do love exploring here. There are ENDLESS thigns to see and do and it is so fun to follow the map and get on buses, trains, subways, walking etc... Very very fun. I keep thinking I am going to feel better and most days I feel pretty darn good aside from about 1-2 hours. That's not bad, right?

Okay, don't worry about me if you are - I will be fine. I definitely need to vent though! It is hard not being connected right now. Eric is happy as a lark and is probably (most definitely) sick of me feeling a bit 'challenged' ...

I won't have many downer blogs I promise!!

8 comments:

  1. Don't worry about "downer" blogs. I appreciate your honesty; it lets me know how to pray for you :) Please don't be too hard on yourself...this is a HUGE change and those of us who live where we can speak the language have no idea what you are experiencing, even if we've traveled abroad. I know that our trip gave me an appreciation for people who move to a new country and don't speak the language, but I didn't have to live it. I know from speaking to Nikki that it WILL get easier in time. Hang in there, be kind to yourself, and know that your friends are happy to listen as you vent on this blog. Keeping you all in prayer...

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  2. Jenn - Don't be too hard on yourself. You have to go through the adjustment time. Trust me, it is normal to want your "normal" routine and your own comfort things around you. Give it time and give yourself a chance to grieve. You have an amazing opportunity for you and your family. Things WILL be alright.

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  3. Ok, while reading this I am laughing and crying at the same time.... perhaps you should be an author! So glad you found Evan and even happier that he didn't miss a beat. Tomorrow will easier!

    How is the IKEA unpacking? Please send some pictures soon. I can't wait to see the place. How I wish I could have lunch and shop with you!

    Please keep writing. Miss you terribly!
    Peg

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  4. What's a little melt down among strangers. Mamma meltdowns are allowed!!! You have had to work so hard to make this whole transition easy for your family, give yourself a break. Everyday everything will get easier. Remember this is the journey of life and savor this super funny memory.
    HUGS-
    SSS

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  5. I wish I was there to give you a hug! Don't apologize for a bummer blog. It is refreshing to hear your honest reactions to this big adventure. You don't have to sugar coat it! :) I think it is wonderful you are getting your feelings out on your blog. It must be very therapeutic and it does help us all feel closer to you. :) I bet in just a few short weeks you are having so much fun with all your new friends- that you'll be almost too busy to blog or email any of us. :)
    Hang in there! You have so many people thinking of you and saying lots of prayers. :) Tomorrow is a new day! :)
    Love and miss you!! XO

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  6. Just remember that your neurotic side is what we all know and love! It is what makes you Jenn! I agree with what everyone else said - once everyone there gets to know you there will be so many friends that you won't be able to keep up with them!
    Its great the hear that the kids are doing so well! But like I have always said it is easy for the guys and the kids because they automatically have somewhere to go and people to talk to. It is always harder on us ladies - we have to make a serious effort to build relationships in new places. So I feel your pain.
    The fun parts that you mentioned sound awesome - so jealous of you opportunity to learn about living in another country. You are going to really have a great perspective when you return!
    Keep plugging along - every day will be a little bit better!
    Love you friend!
    Karen

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  7. Jenn! I'm so proud of you for using this blog to vent and share and just let it all out. It is hard moving away from normal and I know God has something amazing for your whole family ahead of you. I will be praying this prayer for you-Lord give Jenn the strength that only you can give her during this time of change. Give her peace and wisdom and your grace in all things. Lord I ask that you bring friends to Jenn as she goes on this journey that she can turn to and grow with. Thank you Lord for Jenn and I pray for safety and health for the whole Smith family. In Jesus name Amen. You are a amazing woman Jenn. I know it's hard to see it sometimes, I admire your courage. Hang in there!

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